"No, I'm not," Brian said trying to be convincing, but he knew he'd been caught red-handed. Well, caught red 'carded' anyway.
"Meaningless, huh?" Justin asked teasingly as he swept the lock box and all of its belongings off of the bed and onto the floor.
"Yes," Brian answered with a slight grin.
"Sentimental bullshit, huh?" Justin asked seductively as he crawled onto the bed toward his lover.
"Yes," Brian answered barely above a whisper.
"It's just words. Actions are what's important?" Justin, still grinning, approached Brian slowly, moving so that he was face to face with the defeated man.
"Yes!" Brian called out in frustration. He covered his face with his hands, growled and flung himself backwards on the bed. He just hated it when his own words were thrown in his face.
"Well, if that is true then what do you suppose this action means?" Justin asked while holding up the 3 year old Valentine's Day card that Brian had obviously thought enough of to keep with his other most prized possessions. He then crawled on top of his lover making it impossible for him to escape the question.
Brian removed his hands from his face and looked into the eyes of the young man peering down at him with a very sexy, but smug smile on his face. He knew damn well what it meant but he didn't want to admit it to Justin. He decided to stall the inevitable, "I don't know. Why don't you tell me what it means."
"Actions, Brian," was all Justin said. They had been using words for hours and now it was time to use actions to show the other how they felt.
Justin lowered his head to Brian's neck and nipped at the soft flesh, making Brian flinch. He dragged his tongue up Brian's neck, across his jawline, up his chin and across his lower lip. Before he could pull his tongue back inside his mouth, Brian captured it between his lips and drew it inside his waiting mouth. They kissed passionately for the first time that entire day. The kiss was slow and comforting for both of them. It was not the fast, hungered kisses of the last few weeks, there was no need to rush, they had all night to reacquaint themselves with one another.
Brian felt Justin’s erection dangling above his groin, lightly grazing the soft hairs there when it twitched. The feel of that hardness nudging him, the comfort of Justin towering over him and the soft sensual kiss filling his mouth caused Brian's body respond. His cock hardened and reached upward to meet Justin's. The open slits of their cocks kissed, mixing their pre-cum droplets just like their mouths were mixing their saliva. They both moaned at the touch as their bodies told them what they wanted.
Brian stopped to take a breath and Justin took that as an opportunity to start kissing elsewhere on the man's body. He dropped his head to kiss the smooth skin of Brian's neck.
Justin smiled as Brian sighed at the subtle pleasure. He loved it when Brian didn't hold back how he was feeling. He was normally quiet during sex, preferring to let his actions speak for him, but every now and then he wouldn't hold it in and he would let his voice tell Justin how his body was feeling.
As Justin's mouth moved down to Brian's chest, his cock broke its kiss and moved down Brian's long shaft, marking it with the glistening liquid as it went. Justin teased the nipples with his teeth until again, he got an audible response. His dick nudged at Brian's balls. He continued his trek licking and nibbling his way down to the soft treasure trail, his cock jumped as it was pulled away from all contact. Instead of taking in Brian's throbbing erection he bypassed it, doing nothing more than breathing on it as he descended gently kissing and biting on Brian's inner thighs.
Brian's cock was in dire need of another kiss so he reached his hand down, brushed his fingers through the blond hair and applied a little pressure on Justin's head. "Just...in," Brian hissed, almost desperately.
Justin knew what Brian wanted but he didn't want to be coaxed. He wanted control and wanted to set his own pace so he stopped altogether, waiting for Brian to release the pressure.
Brian knew what Justin was telling him in his stillness. He gave up the control and removed his hand. He would let Justin do whatever he wanted.
Once Justin felt the hand slip away, he lowered his head and nuzzled his nose in between Brian's balls. He breathed deeply taking in the heady smell. This was the smell of Brian and he had missed it. When he thought he couldn't wait anymore, he flicked his tongue out, licked at the plump sac and then all the way up to the leaking tip of Brian's cock. He put his mouth on Brian's aching hard-on and began to suck hungrily, swirling his tongue all around the sensitive head. Justin wrapped one hand snugly around the base of Brian's cock and gently pumped as his mouth continued to surround the head. Brian arched into it, lifting his chest off the bed as more sounds expelled from his throat. Justin needed to feel more of his lover so he let his other hand roam over Brian's chest, feeling the strong heart pounding under his touch. Unable to resist, he tweaked the hard nipples, earning a loud moan from his lover in response.
Brian moved one hand back to Justin's hair, twisting and pulling at it while the other sought out Justin's free hand. His hand covered Justin's and stayed with it as it continued to move across his chest. After a few minutes, he brought it to his mouth, inserted two of Justin's fingers and sucked on them mimicking Justin's actions on his cock. Brian arched his back in pleasure as he felt the warm wet tongue bathe his cock. He moaned around the fingers at every pass of Justin's tongue over the sensitive tip of his dick. Their tongues mirrored each other's actions.
The sounds coming from Brian, the fullness in his mouth and the sucking on his fingers went straight to Justin's cock, making it harden even more as an orgasm threatened to erupt. He knew Brian's body well enough to know that his lover was close to the edge as well and he wanted Brian to be inside his ass, not his mouth when they came, so he gave it one last lick then stopped. His hand released the twitching member and caught up with the hand in his hair. He interlaced their fingers and pulled it over Brian's head as he moved up his long body. He watched as Brian held his hand in his mouth and continued to suck on his fingers. Justin tugged slightly and Brian opened his mouth to release the hold he had on the saliva-slicked fingers as Justin bent down to kiss Brian's parted lips.
Brian sucked on Justin's tongue and moaned again into his partner's mouth. He pushed Justin's dripping fingers down between his legs. As they continued to kiss, Justin inserted first one and then the second finger into Brian. When he did, Brian groaned, squeezed the hand that rested above his head and instinctively bent his knees, opening himself up wider.
Justin slowly inserted and withdrew his fingers in Brian's tight hole as he rocked his hips, rubbing their cocks together. Brian rewarded him with moans that continued to vibrate in their mouths. He pulled away from the kiss and they both gasped for air. Brian arched his back again in response to the dual sensations going on between his legs. He hadn't felt this good in weeks and he just wasn't able to keep still.
Justin moved his mouth next to Brian's ear, "Welcome back, Brian. I missed you."
"Mmmm, show me," Brian purred while returning to capture his lover's lips in another kiss, this time more intense, deeper and longer. Their lips crushed together harder as Brian lifted up and pushed Justin back and over. Using their clinched hands and his planted feet for leverage, Brian was able to roll them over without ever breaking the kiss or Justin having to remove his fingers. Justin followed the roll willingly, he knew his lover would be deep inside him soon. His ass twitched with anticipation. He broke away from the passionate kiss, leaving them both gasping for a breath of air.
Brian, now on his knees, hovered over the smaller man and rocked back and forth, pushing then pulling the fingers in and out of his relaxed ass. He knew his lover would be deep inside him soon and his ass twitched with anticipation. He pulled his hand away from Justin's grasp, reached for the lube and a condom and placed them in Justin's hand.
Justin removed his fingers, opened the packet, pulled the condom out and started to place it on his lover's dick when Brian stopped him and pushed his hands down to his own cock.
Justin looked up confused. He missed the sensual Brian that treated him lovingly and that was what he wanted. He wanted Brian to make love to him, not the other way around. He reached for Brian's dick again, and once again Brian pushed his hands down towards his own erection. They stared into each eyes understanding what the other one wanted, but neither one wanting to give in. There was absolute silence except for the sound of their heavy breaths. Their earlier actions seemed to just flow, as if they were a choreographed dance with each following the actions of the other. No words were necessary, they just knew what the other wanted. But now they were faced with a new problem. Their actions needed to be defined, the words had become necessary again.
Brian cracked a smile and spoke first, "Well, this is a first."
Justin couldn't help but laugh. "What do we do now?"
Brian sat back on his heels, reached for Justin's cock and started stroking it. Justin moaned and writhed underneath him. "Well, let's see," Brian said pulling his bottom lip into his mouth. "Are you tired?"
"Nope."
"Good. Then I would say we do both." Brian continued to tug on Justin's dick then brushed his thumb over the tip.
"Oh, God," Justin gasped and arched into Brian's hand. "Me first, please."
Brian figured that Justin's need was more immediate than his, so he decided to oblige his lover's request. Brian moved away and nudged Justin's leg.
"Yee Haw," Justin teased as he quickly rolled over onto his stomach.
Brian climbed back on top of Justin, straddling his thighs. He leaned down and placed soft kisses on his neck as he moved the blond hair out of the way. He followed his normal path, kissing and licking across the neck and down the middle until he moved to the sides and kissed on the tip of the shoulder blades.
Justin mewed like a kitten at the sensation of Brian's tongue over his neck and upper back.
Brian closed his eyes, letting his mouth lead the way, unsure of where it was going to travel. He moved to the right then the left side. He felt a rough patch of skin and heard Justin quietly gasp as his lips touched the spot. Brian stopped and opened his eyes to find his lips grazing on the red and purple bite mark. Shivers ran down his spine and his heart ached. He leaned his forehead against Justin's shoulder and just stared at what he had done, paralyzed and unable to move.
Sensing where Brian's lips had travelled and why he had stopped, Justin reached his hand back and held it open waiting for Brian to take it. Brian saw the offering and covered it with his hand, interlocking their fingers. Justin squeezed it for reassurance and whispered, "It's okay, Brian. Please don't stop."
"Justin..." Brian whispered.
"No more words, just actions," Justin reminded him.
Brian took a deep breath to push his guilt deep inside then moved further down and pulled up on Justin's hips, bringing him to his knees. He flattened his tongue against the dip at the end of Justin's back and dragged it downwards along the crack as his hands gently massaged the firm buttocks. As he passed over the sensitive knot of flesh, Justin gasped. He moved the pads of his thumbs to the center and gently pulled the cheeks apart. Brian licked again at Justin's hole and started to push in when he felt a slight difference in the flesh against his tongue. Justin winced but still moaned. Brian stopped and backed away.
"Brian, please. Why did you stop?" Justin asked, slightly frustrated.
Brian didn't answer. He crawled to the light switch and turned on the glowing orange light above the bed. He grabbed Justin's hips and turned him around so that his ass was illuminated by the soft light. Brian's fingers were shaking but he knew he had to do it. He had to see. His fingers spread the cheeks apart and he saw what his tongue had felt. Justin's normally small pink pucker was now red and puffy. "Shit, Justin did I not even use lube?"
"Yeah, you did. I felt it. Why?" Justin replied turning his head over his shoulder, trying to see what Brian was looking at.
"Are you sure?" Brian asked with concern. His thumbs made tiny circles on the soft skin just to the sides of the injured hole.
"Well, it was cold. Unless you used something else," Justin giggled.
"It's not funny, Justin." Brian was deadly serious.
Justin got worried. He couldn't see what Brian was seeing. "Why? What's wrong?"
"Well, I don't see any permanent damage, but it's swollen," Brian quietly said, more to himself than to answer Justin's question. "Does it hurt?"
"Just a little bit, but you can kiss it all better," Justin said teasingly as he wiggled his hips in Brian's face.
Brian did as Justin suggested with one quick soft kiss then released his grip on the cheeks and patted them gently. "Turn over."
"No, Brian, I'm okay, really. Besides, you always know how to take good care of it. Come on. Please?"
"Nope. Roll over."
"Brian, no. I want to do this. I need to feel you inside me. It'll be okay. I promise." Justin was almost begging.
"Justin, we can't. Not tonight. It would only make it worse and I just won't do it. I won't hurt you again." Brian rubbed his hands up and down Justin's ass cheeks that were glowing in front of him. He loved that ass and he did know how to take good care of it and that meant that for tonight, Justin's ass was off limits.
"I can take it, Brian. I've missed you, the real you, so much."
"I don't want you in pain, Justin. We just can't."
Justin sighed and stretched his legs out so that he was lying flat on his stomach. "This really sucks, Brian."
"Sucking, I can still do. Roll over and let me show you what I've missed."
"Fine. I'm all yours," Justin said, clearly disappointed as he rolled over onto his back.
Brian shook his head at the drama princess laying in front of him. "Gee, Justin, show some enthusiasm. I'm gonna give that perfect cock of yours a nice tongue massage and then you're going to bury it in my ass until we both cum. I would think that you could at least be a little excited."
Brian's description of what was about to happen shot through Justin's body. He lifted his head, looked down at his bulging hard-on then looked back up at Brian with raised eyebrows and a devilish grin. "I am excited."
Brian smiled at the sight in front of him then crawled back on top of Justin's lithe form. "You're so easy," he said placing a kiss on Justin's lips.
"Yep, and you love it," Justin said into the kiss. "Besides, I'm aching to feel what you've missed. I want us to make love now. No more waiting." He continued to kiss Brian in between each sentence. "I think..." Kiss. "You said something about..." A lick and a kiss. "A tongue massage..." A longer kiss with a swirling tongue and hands that grasped Brian's ass. "And my dick in your ass..." A peck on the nose, an eskimo kiss, a smile and a firm squeeze of his buttocks that pushed him down into Justin's groin.
"Oh, God," Brian moaned as he rested his forehead against Justin's and looked into the glassy blue eyes staring up at him with lust and desire. He leaned down for another kiss.
This kiss was more forceful and filled with a crushing passion. It was Justin’s turn to moan. The uncontrollable sound expelled from his throat and got lost inside Brian’s mouth. Their tongues twisted and twirled against each other. Their pulses began to race as the blood pumped through their veins at a rapid pace. Both were becoming dizzy from lack of oxygen so they broke the kiss to take in a gasp of desperately needed air. They were both breathing heavier, their chests moving up and down in a syncronized comfortable rhythm, Brian inhaled as Justin exhaled.
Brian moved his mouth down Justin's chin, towards his neck, dragging his tongue along the way. He kissed and nipped his way to the sensitive spot just below Justin's earlobe. A quiet moan murmured from Justin's lips as he tilted his head back to allow Brian better access. "You're so sexy," Brian whispered in his ear before returning to the place that made Justin shiver.
Justin's head was swimming. Even if Brian couldn't make love to him the way that he wanted him to he was more than making up for it. The sensual and loving Brian always made him turn to mush and he knew the man had only just begun.
Brian licked across his lover's neck to his Adam's apple which quickly disappeared when Justin instinctively swallowed at the contact. Brian waited for it to return then kissed it softly and continued downward. He licked across Justin's left nipple and felt it harden under his tongue, then pulled back and blew on it. Justin shivered again as soft murmurs emerged from deep inside his throat. Brian flattened his tongue and slid it across to the right nipple. His tongue circled the rigid bump then lifted the little gold ring to his teeth and softly tugged.
Justin's back lifted off the bed at the action and his moans became louder. His dick lept up and nudged Brian's stomach leaving a droplet of wetness as it laid back down. The air began to rush in and out of Justin's lungs as he started to pant. He was quickly becoming lost in the euphoria. He reached his hand to Brian's head and ran his fingers through the soft auburn hair to ground himself. He didn't push, he was perfectly content letting Brian set the pace, he just needed to touch a part of the man that was giving him such intense pleasure.
Brian closed his eyes at the feel of Justin's delicate fingers combing through his hair. He licked and tugged at Justin's nipple again before moving on. He kissed across the taut abdomen to reach Justin's navel. He dipped his tongue inside, gently rimming at the sides of the shallow cavern.
Justin's stomach retreated and he groaned as his lungs panted faster. His dick arched up again, giving a wet kiss to the lump in the center of Brian's throat.
Brian pulled his tongue out of the navel then hovered over Justin's leaking erection. He opened his mouth and waited for it to come inside. Like a magnet, his hot breath caused it to rise up and find its way to the warm wetness of his mouth. He closed his lips around it before it fell back down.
"Ahhhhhh," Justin sighed as the warmth of Brian's mouth surrounding his shaft sent him rising up off the bed. He bent his knees, drew his legs up and planted his feet beside Brian's shoulders. His fingers tightened in Brian's hair making a fist. Wild sensations were controlling his hands and they tugged and twisted at the silky strands, urging Brian deeper.
Brian quickly obliged Justin's need and lowered his head until the tip of Justin's cock bumped against the back of his throat. Justin squeezed his legs together and growled into the air. Brian wrapped his arms around Justin's thighs and pulled them back apart. He pulled his mouth up, swirled his tongue around the head, wiggled his tongue against the open slit then slid back down and constricted his throat, squeezing the head snugly.
Justin yelped and pushed his hips up with his feet. Brian released his grip on Justin's thighs and let him go. Justin began bucking up and down into Brian's mouth. Brian tightened his suction on Justin's cock making a very tight fit. He could feel all the textures of Brian's mouth surrounding his thick dick. The smoothness of Brian's tongue against the underside, the roughness of the roof of Brian's mouth along the top and softness of his throat tapping against the head. Justin became more aggressive at all the sensations and ground harder and deeper. He was getting so close. His breathing got heavier and his cock started to throb. "Oh, now.....Brian....now."
Brian immediately grabbed a hold of him again to force him still. He didn't want him to cum that way. He needed him to be hard for the second part of his plan so he tried to pull away but Justin's legs were stronger than Brian's arms and he continued to thrust. Brian opened his mouth to release the suction. Justin whimpered and begged, "Please, don't stop." His thighs squeezed together again not allowing Brian to let his dick slip from his mouth.
Not wanting to deny his lover now that he was so close to the edge, Brian quickly formulated plan B in his head. He would have to keep Justin hard even after he came. Brian was able to do it himself in those extreme circumstances, but he had never tried it with Justin. This would be one of those firsts and he hoped his young lover was up to it.
He closed his mouth again and pulled in hard bringing in the suction hold. Justin arched his back up and let out a scream. Brian pulled himself up on his knees so he would be ready to move in a hurry. He held Justin down and bobbed his head feverishly until Justin exploded. As soon as the warm cum splashed against his throat, he swallowed over and over and rose up on Justin's dick. His hand encased the shaft and pumped out every last drop as his mouth milked on the head. He pulled his mouth off and pumped his hand faster.
Justin's head was rolled back, his eyes were closed and his mouth hung open. He was entering that state of laziness that normally surrounded him after an intense orgasm and Brian had to stop him.
"No, no, no," Brian said as he moved quickly up Justin's body. "Stay with me, Justin." He covered his mouth and plunged his tongue inside. He had to keep his blood pumping and his breathing hard, no calming down was to be allowed. Brian pumped harder and squeezed on his sensitive cock.
Justin kissed him back as if this was the loving kiss that always followed a blow job. He tasted himself and moaned into the kiss. When Brian didn't stop right away, Justin whimpered and tensed at the uncomfortable feeling on his dick and instinctively pushed with his feet to get away.
Brian held on tighter, deepened the kiss and moaned in Justin's mouth. Brian felt Justin's body loosen up and he knew he had him.
Justin head was spinning. He pulled away from kiss, panting heavily and gasping for air. He opened his eyes and looked up at Brian in amazement. "Holy fuck, Brian, I'm still hard. It kind of hurts."
"I know. It'll pass. Don't think about it, just stay with me." Brian had to keep him on that hungry level of passion so he dove for his neck, nipping and sucking before returning to his mouth for more intense kisses. His hand continued to pump on his rigid shaft. When he heard Justin moaning again, he knew the sensitivity had passed and Justin was once again in the state of arousal. He pulled away from the kiss breathless and looked down at sparkling blue eyes smiling up at him. "Hey," Brian said in between pants.
"Hey," Justin responded also gasping for air and heaving with his chest.
"I want you inside me now. You ready?" Brian asked as he pressed their foreheads together.
"Uh huh," Justin answered, brushing his nose against his lover's. "Are you?"
Brian chuckled through his breaths, "Mentally, hell yeah. Physically, probably not, but I don't care at this point. I want you inside me right fucking now!" He sat back on his heels, released Justin's dick from his hand, pushed Justin's knees down flat, crawled forward and straddled Justin's thighs as he reached over for a condom and the lube.
"Want some help?" Justin asked teasingly as he quickly wet two of his fingers, reached around to Brian's hole and slipped them in all at once.
Brian reared up on his knees. "Fuck! That'll do it." His hands were shaking as he tried to open the condom. His chest was heaving with need. He had waited so long to have Justin buried inside him and now it was just moments away.
Justin grabbed his own cock and continued the strokes that Brian had abandoned. "Hurry, Brian." His fingers continued to pump in and out of Brian's hole.
Brian finally got the packet opened, pulled the condom out and rolled it down Justin's shaft as Justin moved his hand away. He opened the lube, squeezed a good amount into his hand and applied it generously to Justin's sheathed dick. He tossed the lube aside and leaned down to capture Justin's lips once more.
Justin sucked on Brian's tongue as he pulled his fingers out and grabbed his dick at the base to hold it in place. He locked eyes with Brian and tapped Brian's leg to signal him to lift up on his knees. Justin positioned himself and grazed the tip of his dick against Brian's hole.
They never broke the kiss and both moaned loudly as Brian lowered himself. When the large head passed through the tight entrance, Brian's moan hitched and his eyes closed tightly. Justin put one hand on Brian's hip and snaked the other one around the nape of his neck. He pulled Brian deeper into the kiss and didn't let go until Brian was all the way down and sitting flat on his groin.
Brian pulled away from the kiss and smiled down at Justin. He was so emotionally worked up from the extensive foreplay and wanted to move things along quickly so he didn't take much time to adjust. He sat up, pulled Justin's knees back up then leaned against them as he started to slowly bounce up and down on Justin's cock. He clenched his muscles as he slid down and released them as he rose back up.
The feeling between his legs was sending Justin reeling for the second time. Brian was milking his cock and it felt so good. He arched his back up, closed his eyes and gripped Brian's thighs with his hands. His fingers dug deeper into the flexed muscles every time Brian slid down and squeezed on his dick. He was lost in the soothing sensation and seemed relaxed as if being rocked.
Brian loved watching Justin's reaction to his every movement, he was so beautiful. He continued with the slow long movements until he couldn't take it anymore. He pulled Justin up and on top of him as he rolled to his back. He wrapped his legs around Justin and pushed his ass down with his feet.
Justin eyes sprung open at the sudden change in position. "Wake up Sunshine, time to go to work," Brian told him and he knew what he was expected to do. Leaning down he kissed Brian hard and started thrusting slowly, but when the kiss intensified and their adrenaline sped up, so did the speed of his thrusts. Within a few minutes he was slamming into Brian just the way the man liked it.
Brian kept shouting 'harder...harder', so he sat up on his knees, grabbed Brian's legs and pushed them forward. He pulled almost all the way out then jabbed back in, in short strokes causing the widest part of his head to pass in and out of the tight outer ring. The repeated jolts of pleasure shot throughout Brian's body. His ass was spasming at the assault and his toes were curling. Justin knew he was getting close. He let go of one leg and grabbed Brian's dick, pumping it in quick strokes, matching the pace.
The intensity of the jabbing in his ass and the pumping of his dick was working on Brian. He felt his orgasm creeping up on him quickly. He reached for Justin's neck, face, head or hair, anything to hold on to. He ground his teeth and yelled out, "Justin, NOW, go deep!" Justin did as he was instructed, plunging deep in one swift motion. Brian's body began to spasm as the cum ripped through his balls and shot sharply from his piss hole, landing on his neck, chest and stomach. His spasming hole tightened and squeezed on Justin's cock causing him to erupt into his own orgasm.
Justin collapsed, falling on top of the man underneath him as they both tried to catch their breath and calm their heart rates. Brian lowered his legs, wrapped his arms around Justin's waist and kissed the top of the blond head as the lazy feeling washed over them. "God, I really needed that," Brian admitted.
Justin smiled but never opened his eyes. Before they could fall asleep, Brian eased Justin off of him and onto his back. He removed the condom from Justin's dick and tossed it in the garbage as Justin nestled against his shoulder.
There was absolute silence except for the quiet sounds of the two men breathing. The silence was broken when Justin's stomach growled, reminding them that they never ate dinner, even though Justin had reheated it. Justin laughed at his noisy appetite and looked over at Brian, smiling as he asked, "Dessert?"
Brian laughed back but couldn't resist the temptation to tease his hungry man. "I thought we just had dessert," he smirked.
Justin elbowed him causing Brian to pretend to wince in pain as he grabbed his injured side. "Ow."
"Yeah, yeah, yeah," Justin said, rolling his eyes. "Ice cream?" he asked as he moved to get off the bed. He walked toward the kitchen, calling over his shoulder, "You coming?" He took one more step then stopped, realizing what he'd just said. 'Shit.' He turned around to look back at Brian who was sitting up on the bed, his eyebrows arched and his mouth open as if he was about to say something.
When Justin turned around, he had that look of expectation as if he knew what Brian was going to say. Never wanting to be completely predictable, Brian quickly closed his mouth to stifle the comment that was threatening to emerge, but he also thought he had to say something so he mustered a look of innocense and simply asked, "What?"
Justin shook his head, turned around and continued to the kitchen. He opened the freezer door and quickly jumped back as the gush of cold air reached his naked cock. "Shit!" he yelped out loud.
He jumped again when Brian laughed right behind him. Brian snaked his arm around Justin's waist, covered the cold and retreating member with his hand and said, "Careful Sunshine, frost bite can be a bitch."
Justin giggled and reached for the ice cream now that he was fully protected in Brian's grasp. He shut the freezer door and turned around in his lover's arms. It seemed like such a silly gesture, but there was something about it that made Justin swoon inside. He did like it when Brian protected him and made him feel safe. He looked into Brian's eyes and in all seriousness said, "Thanks."
Brian studied Justin's face. He knew that there was so much meaning in Justin's one simple word. Brian shrugged his shoulders and replied, "Just doing my job."
"What job is that?" Justin asked.
"Keeping you safe," Brian answered pretty proud of himself. He was sure that it was more of that romantic shit that Justin loved so much.
Something about Brian's answer bothered him. Was Brian still thinking that he had to be his provider? Had he not understood that they were in this together as equals? He decided to push the issue to be sure. "I don't need you to take care of me, Brian. Did you not get anything out of all that we talked about tonight? I can't believe..."
Brian shut him up with a kiss, ending it with a light peck on his lips and a smile.
Justin wasn't going to give up. He started to push again, "Brian..."
Brian kissed him again.
As soon as the kiss ended, Justin went on, "Brian..."
Brian laughed and kissed him again. When he pulled away, he said, "You gonna shut up now?"
Justin remained silent this time, wondering what Brian would say.
"It's OUR job. Don't you get it? I keep you safe, you keep me safe. I take care of you, you take care of me. Fuck, Justin I thought you were the relationship expert. I can't keep having to explain all this to you," Brian teased and planted his tongue in his cheek waiting for Justin's answer.
Justin looked at Brian as if he was still serious, then grinned ear to ear. "One spoon or two?"
Brian swatted Justin on the ass before he walked to the living room and plopped down on their cheap sofa. He answered proud as a peacock, "One, of course."
Justin took the lid off the ice cream carton, grabbed a spoon and stuffed his mouth with a big bite as he joined Brian on the couch. His mouth was still full when he started to talk, "Bwriun, are we gonna tell eberyone about our pwans?" He fed Brian a bite as he talked.
Brian chuckled at Justin's words. It was a good thing that he understood Justin's ice cream language. He swallowed his bite and said, "Well I think that we need to at least tell Deb and Mikey then let the gossip mill take it from there. Besides they are the only ones that know there was something wrong before, so we need to tell them that everything is fine between us now. If I know them, they're thinking the worst."
"Yeah, Deb was freaking out on me this morning. She just knew you'd done something. I told her we just had a fight and it was no big deal, but I don't think she believed me."
"Of course not. I'm always the asshole," Brian said as he took in another spoon-fed bite.
Justin laughed. "Yup, that's wat see cod you," Justin said with a full mouth again. Ice cream oozed from the corners of his mouth.
"Shit, and Mikey too. He lit into me about all kinds of shit." Brian leaned in and licked the ice cream that was dripping down Justin's chin. "Why do you always loose all your manners when eating ice cream?"
"It's more fun this way," Justin answered, holding a full spoon in front of Brian's open mouth. He jiggled the spoon, dripping some on Brian's chest. "Oops." He grinned, pushed the spoon into Brian's mouth then bent down to lick up the spill.
"Hmmm, I agree. You know, Mikey even accused me of hitting you."
"Yeah, I heard him," Justin said while kissing around on Brian's chest. "I was just about to come out from the kitchen and explain to him that it was an accident when I saw you get up, kiss him and bolt out the door."
Brian grabbed Justin's face and pulled him up to look at him. "An accident? What do you mean? I didn't hit you."
"Yes you did. Well, maybe you didn't really hit me, but you did slap me."
Brian released his hold on Justin. "Justin, I would remember that. When did this supposedly happened?"
"This morning." Justin dug the spoon into the ice cream again, came up with a spoonful and offered it to Brian.
Brian shook his head so Justin ate it himself. "I didn't even see you this morning. You left without waking me up or even saying goodbye. You just slammed the door on your way out. That's what woke me up."
"No," Justin paused to swallow then continued, "I did kiss you goodbye. That's when you slapped me. It stung like hell. I didn't understand why you would do that. I just thought you were still mad at me. I tried not to, but I cried all the way to the diner. That's why Deb was all over me when I got there. It was obvious even though I tried to hide it and I still had a hand print on my cheek. I couldn't really hide that, now could I?"
"Justin, I don't remember you kissing me at all. You know, I would never do that on purpose, don't you?"
Justin scooped up another big spoonful and held it. "Well, I didn't at first, but then I thought about it and realized you were probably asleep. I just figured that you were having a bad dream or something. You haven't been sleeping too well lately. That's why I didn't wake you up."
"God, Justin. I'm so...." Justin cut him off by filling the apologetic mouth with the huge bite of ice cream because he knew Brian would never talk with his mouth full.
"Don't. It's over. We're moving on now. Right, partner?"
"Wight," Brian said with his mouth full.
Justin laughed at Brian 'loosing all his manners' and had a devilish thought. "Brian?" he asked as he dished out a really BIG spoonful.
"Hmmm?" Brian asked as he took in the really big bite.
Justin was barely able to contain himself. Grinning ear to ear, he asked, "So what are we gonna do for Valentine's Day this year?"
"Fauk," Brian said spraying ice cream on his giggling young lover.
